Hey, sorry I haven’t really been posting much lately. I’ve really been thinking about this blog and what it will mean moving forward.
Good news is, I want to start submitting to poetry journals because I really feel like some of my stuff is finally decent enough. Only downside to that is most poetry journals don’t like submissions to be published anywhere. Including personal blogs.
This means that the “publish almost everything” style of my blog will have to change.
Luckily, I had an idea a while back I decided I really want to implement and it’s unlikely that these types of poems would get published in a journal because they have a very specific niche.
I don’t want to give too much away, but it would be over 100 poem ideas and if I push them out at around 1 a week that will keep this blog active for a long time to come.
So, if you’ve cared enough to read this or have been following my poems, I sincerely thank you. It really means a lot to know people have enjoyed this stuff.
If you’ve wondered where I’ve been, I’m fine, and I hope you are doing well.
– j.maxwell (Hunter)
I like to think smoking is
suicide by lottery.
A social way to burn time
from both ends concurrently.
A covert way to slit wrists
sans crying for attention.
Twenty chances in each pack.
Come on and get to smoking.
Reading American poets from the mid 20th century
attempt to speak about dystopian themes
as if they know anything .
I’m fully aware,
Red Scare, ohhh sure.
(There’s a non-0 chance
(Shit, we do it
by the bourgeoisie.
(Let me show you
some real wage disparity.
The exponentially rising cost
on the same property.
The increased price
of a college degree.)
but thank Christ
big oil gave us
on foreign soil.)
Yet, they are probably complaining,
the kids today, don’t know how good they have it.
(I’m working more productively
and did more to get here
Please, tell me how entitled I’m being.
You know if this were the 19th century
it’s entirely likely that we
would be using long-form handwritten
forms of communicating
that we’d stuff into a box somewhere
only to resurface after both of our deaths.
Scholars would pour
over our discussions
of the writing process,
the poems we were working on,
reassembling meanings of
the various poems
in several journals.
I’m sure some ambitious undergrad
would even get some serious points
scanning and archiving them
for some uninteresting honors thesis.
But it’s the 21st century,
and no one cares about poetry.
They probably won’t “get it,”
but appreciate the effort. They try.
That’s more than most people get.
It’s not like you even get it yourself.
“Hi everyone. My name is Hunter”
[Disjointed mutters of “Hi, Hunter”]
“And it’s been over a week since I wrote a poem.”
[Light claps and “great jobs”]
“It’s weird. I don’t know how I feel about it. I’m not sure when the last time I went that long was.
I had a few ideas.
One about kettlebells.
One half-assed, half-baked metaphor comparing some assholes to mattress stores:”
“Always open yet, somehow always going out of business, and entirely too common. But I didn’t write it out.
I came really close.”
[The circle of people relaxes.]
“It’s just so hard to tell if this is actually good or bad for me. Sometimes it feels like poetry is steeping in sadness.”
[“Stop with the alliteration. You’re making people uncomfortable.” Ex-poets begin scratching their skin.]
I still have many problems.
Counting all my syllables in batches.
Alternating 7 10
Looking for meaning. Will that go away?
Is this like stoicism?
Ignoring the problem until it’s gone.
While I still pick my beard hairs,
and neruotically plan out my words.
I can’t help it.”
[“Turn in your chip. You’re making people relapse.”]