I spent most of my morning
looking for my phone
pressing a button
collecting imaginary resources
until my bag was full.

But I wanted to ask Ben
if the upgrade was worth is
if the ex was worth the cost.

A bit worried about the
slight pain in my gums,
I feel  a bit lucky
I’m finally able to worry
about such small problems.

Breathe deep

and realize I haven’t
in 5 months.



Why do I fear
the internet
doesn’t want
to hear I’m
I’ve been staying
quiet. But I
promise I’ve
been writing.
I don’t really
know much
to say.
Is this
I don’t know
how to express
any of this stuff.