I spent most of my morning
looking for my phone
pressing a button
collecting imaginary resources
until my bag was full.

But I wanted to ask Ben
if the upgrade was worth is
if the ex was worth the cost.

A bit worried about the
slight pain in my gums,
I feelĀ  a bit lucky
I’m finally able to worry
about such small problems.

Breathe deep

and realize I haven’t
in 5 months.

Exhale.

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I saw a man
in the park today
waking up
early

(there were still bums
on tables
under tables
by benches
sleeping)

taking advantage
of California’s
proclivity
for recycling

and I had just finished
drinking my Diet Coke

when I saw him walk under a different tree
and he wasnt paying attention
I placed the empty can
on top of the bin

I suppose
I could have given it to him

I dont know why I didnt
it wasnt a danger thing
I wasnt worried

It would have been awkward
if he asked for money
I had change in my pocket
for laundry
and hate lying

I was more worried hed see me
as the typical
up-your-ass-self-righteous-
holier-than-thou-SoCal-yuppie
who did an act of “charity”
due to their “enlightened”
state of being

either way
he saw it
probably
saw me
thought what he wanted
and grabbed it

I saved us both an awkward conversation
and him a rummage through the bin

he didn’t need to talk to me
the man was busy

j.maxwell